Of recent times I have had a bit of trouble at work. Just some bitchiness with a bunch of idiots. I can see it as that now. When it first started though I was unbelievably upset about it. I think this was largely because I work there so much I was afraid it would have a real impact on my day to day life. I did some really silly things as a result of this, I was very down, more than I have been for quite some time. I have always known deep down that I have my perfect boyfriend there to support me through anything and everything but it just had not really clicked solidly. I guess I thought that if I ever was very upset for an extended period of time he would tire of it pretty quickly and lose interest in me- not a nice thought to have!
I don't know what changed. I don't know what happened exactly for me to come to my senses. But I did.
It's just a simple realization but a really beautiful one... I don't need my partner to help me get through things like that, because I don't need to get upset about them in the first place when I have him. I don't need anything or anyone as long as I have him. He makes me so perfectly happy. I can go into work for a huge shift now, surrounded by bitchiness and abusive customers and still be smiling because I know that I'll get to go home at the end of the day and be wrapped in his warm and loving arms- absolute bliss.
Bitches, come at me.
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